Life is full of second chances, right? Right.
Okay, so I’m a procrastinator. I start things and put them off until the next moment I feel the urge to start them again. But that stops today…well technically, it stopped last week.
I had a super motivating conversation with my best friend and I realized all of these super great and super not so great things about myself. For example, my lack of dedication to my dreams. I have such big amazing dreams…I want to do so much in this lifetime and I just don’t know where to start. I also realized that I’m scared. I’m so scared of failing that I don’t try a lot of things. I don’t want to be a disappointment to myself and to those around me…that fear has crippled me for so long.
Underneath it all I realized that I am a dreamer. My dad was a dreamer. He had such large, vivid dreams. My mom is a dreamer too, except all the things she’s dreamed she actually ventured out to complete. She’s such a go-getter. I’m hoping that lots of what she has rubs off on me, somehow.
The best way to start on my goals is simply to start at the first step. Earlier this week I got a little token of motivation and inspiration from none other than the fantastic and marvelous, Jesus Christ. Basically, I’m meant to follow my dreams and I’m meant to start right here…at the beginning.